Hey Guys :)

I have made a new site--I decided it was time for a change. It is still ana, completely, so everyone can [hopefully] come and check it out. I hope all of you will because I don't want to change friends just because I got a new site. :) So...here it is...tell me if you like it!

Xo_intoTHINair      <--click that :)

Hope to see everyone there!!

*Tasha

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I caught up on commenting--but it was heartbreaking. A lot of my first friends on here have left, its so upseting. It's not that I don't love everyone of you guys--I just feel like I'm the only one left besides Brandi from our little "group" Oh well, I hope I can make some new best friends on here in one of you guys. :)

BTW--the coldness from not eating is starting to set in--yay! :)

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*Yesturday's Intake*

[-] Damage [-]

Stir-Fry (200 cals)

1 slice of pizza, small (250 cals)

Little Bits of Stuff (100 cals) <Failure, ugh...

Total = 550

[-] Repairs [-]

3 hours of softball (-800 cals)

Total total = 550 - 800 = -250

I'll update today's intake later.

I could've done a lot better. My boyfriend came over last night, so I had to have a piece of pizza, and I made cookies for him, so he made me try a bite. Gross. Oh well. We watched Shark Tall @ my house [sooo cute!] and before we came to my house we went to watch The Ring 2--that movie is insanely scary, I watched the entire thing through a little bitty slit between my fingers, lol.

Anyway, I'm not going to post my weight, or weigh myself, until next Sunday. I better be down to @least 130. I calculated that if I burn 700 calories @ practice each day, then I burn 4200 a week, therefore I can eat about 700 calories throughout the week and still burn off a pound of fat a week. Obviously, I eat more than that, around 3000 cals a week. [Omg, I just calculated that, does that sound to big?!] So oh well, I will just work out more.

I'm off to catch up on comments now. :) And I think I'm going to get rid of this site in a week or so [thats my Spring Break] and make a new one--so I will let everyone know what that one is, I promise. :)

[-] Hate [-]

1 bag of Muchos (100 cals)

Stir-fry (200 cals @ most)

Total = 300 cals

[-] Love [-]

3 hours of softball practice (-953 ish)

Total total = 300-953= -653 [decent]

BMI=27.3 [gross]

Yay--the first day I've done good in such a long time. Sorry I don't have time for a real entry right now--but I will write more later. :)

So, I have softbal try-outs starting Monday. [Not a big deal because I know I've already made the team] But that also means two things, 1--I get to workout for 3 hours a day...everyday. Which leads to number 2--I won't have much time to update. Err, but I will get it in, I promise!

Actually, I don't have a lot to say today. Except I was re-reading Wasted [really good book about ED's, you should go read it.] and it had a bunch of really awesome things in it. For example...[this was on a sign in a bathroom]

Fuck You I'm Already Dead

Ha, that made me giggle.

Well, I'm sorry this is so short--but I'm sure some of you are happy about that. :) I will update as soon as I can. I love you all!

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I just caught up with all my commenting! *Huge weight lifted off shoulders*. :)

God my mom is such a bitch--

Ha ok, just had to get that out. She woke me up @ 8 am, on a Saturday, to do my dishes, because the bug man was coming. I was like, do them your self, Jesus. Err..thats ok, more motivation not to eat. today. :)

So my week was pretty lame--except for wednesday. I had to go the the hospital for an MRI. I was thinking it wouldn't be that bad--man, was I wrong or what. First of all, I have like a phobia of hospitals. [But the cutest thing, Patrick--boyfriend--wrote me a note before I went because he knew I was scared, and it was so cute becase it said stuff like, I promise everything will be ok, just take deep breaths, aww :) ] So anyway, I was opening and closing this note and pacing around and stuff because I hate hospitals--then I go back to get my MRI. Ever had one? Ya--little bitty teeny tiny hole that they slide your whole body into--and they took pictures for 20 mins! Now, I'm not claustraphobic [for of enclosed spaces] but I was so scared, I couldn't breathe and I was like crumbling my note the whole time--it was the worst thing ever.

But, the test results showed that I had more activity in one part of my brain than normal, so we go to a neurologist in two weeks to see what's really wrong. Stupid doctors...

Well, I don't want to start another novel, so I will go. I'm trying to comment back to everyone today--but please don't be mad if I miss you--I have so many! But I seriously do love every one of you! :)

BTW--watched The Notebook last night--sadest movie ever. Yet so cute :)